February 7, 2021
Oaxaca Coast, Mexico
I am sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you.
HeartMind. Forgiveness. Forgiveness, My friend. Forgiveness. Forgiveness is the key to your Ascension and the Ascension of humanity. Forgiveness is the key to breaking the cycles of perpetual suffering that you have locked yourself into. Forgiveness is the key to healing wounds and traumas in relationships. Forgiveness is the key to healing the biggest trauma of all—that of the relationship between yourself and God. How do you feel about God? How is your relationship with God? Do you feel clean and open and honest with God? Do you feel shame? Guilt? Hatred? Fear? All these block your connection and pollute your relationship with God. It is only through healing your primary relationship—your relationship with God, that can build the foundation for you to heal your relationship with others. Forgive yourself for turning your back on God. Forgive yourself for not listening to God. Forgive yourself for cursing God. Forgive yourself for violating your relationship with God. When you violate your relationship with God, you violate your sacred covenant with all Life. Life is here to express Goodness, Truth, and Beauty. Life is here to hold you and to aid you in your health, your growth and your evolution through consciousness. Life is here to evolve and express more of Life’s Beauty and Mystery. Notice all the ways you have transgressed in your communion and relationship with Life. Forgive yourself for these transgressions.
Feel into your relationships and feel into your heart. Where have you hurt someone else? Can you feel that pain? Feel that pain. Feel that ache in your heart. This pain is the pain of transgressing the Law of Love. This pain is the pain of transgressing the Truth and Resonance of your own Heart. This pain is the pain of causing harm to yourself and another. Feel this pain. Feel it until it opens up into compassion. Compassion for yourself and compassion for others. Compassion for your ignorance and the ignorance of others. Compassion for the ignorance and plight of humanity. Feel that compassion. In compassion, you can begin to gain understanding. And in understanding you can begin to correct any transgressions through Right Action. But before you can perform any Right Action, you must first see the truth and then gain understanding. Gain understanding of your transgression and then make moves to correct those transgressions, so that you restore balance, so that you restore balance to yourself and to others. And as you restore balance to yourself and others, then you can restore balance to the fabric of Life by returning to Right Relationship with Life. This is forgiveness, My friend. This is forgiveness. Forgiveness is how one grows and evolves through the Positive Path of Knowledge, of gaining understanding and of transforming into wisdom. This is how one grows and evolves to become an integral member of the Community of Life again. This is how one matures into a sovereign and loving human being. Welcome, My friend. Welcome to the Circle. Welcome to the Circle of Life.
Regain yourself. Regain your membership in the Family. Regain your membership in the Family of Life. Too long have you struggled in the Cult of Death. Too long have you toiled in the shadowy depths of unending suffering. Too long have you listened to the serpents whispering into your ear—the Serpents of Death. Do not allow your mind to be controlled and manipulated into thinking that you are superior. This is hubris. Do not allow your mind to be manipulated and controlled into thinking that you are a savior. This is folly. Do not allow your mind to be manipulated and controlled into thinking that you are separate and immune to the Flow of Life. This is insanity. Instead, regain yourself. Regain your composure. Regain your sense of Self. Regain your Righteousness in the Eyes of God. Regain your compassion and your humility, feeling the Heart of God. Regain your Eyes of Truth that sees with understanding, the plight of the human family. Regain your resolve, your resolve to live the Will of God. Live the Will of God and your life will prosper. Live the Will of God and your heart will open. Live the Will of God and your mind will become free.
Blessed is thee, who can walk in the Valley of Darkness and hold their Light through faith and will with God. Be that person, My friend. Be that Blessed One. Be that Light, shining in the darkest hour. Be that Light that is inextinguishable. Be that Light that is forever bright and can never go out. Be that Light that illuminates even the darkest recesses of the mind. Be the Light, that shows the Way and that illuminates the Truth. Be that Light, My friend. Be that Light. Adonai.
My dearest Beloved. I am sorry for turning my back on You. I am sorry for cursing your Name. I am sorry for doubting your Power. I am sorry for hurting myself in search for your Love. I am sorry for participating in death. I am sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you. My Beloved, I am sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you. My Beloved, I am sorry, please forgive me. I love you. Thank you.
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