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Adonai, My Beloved, My Best Friend (Day 9)

January 15, 2021

Oaxaca Coast, Mexico


Hold Me. Hold dear to Me. Hold Me dear to your Heart. For you are the One and the Only, Beloved of My Dreams. You are the One and Only Beloved Presence of My fantasies. You are the One and Only Desire that I hold. For I Am that Love. I Am that Desire. I Am that Beloved. I Am that Beloved, One. For Hear Me. Listen to Me. Hear My Words. Feel My Presence. For I Am here and I Am everywhere.


I Am your deepest yearning. I Am your highest calling. I Am your Best Friend who has always been there for you when you needed a shoulder to cry on. I Am your Best Friend who has always been there to support you and help you and hold you up when you were falling. I Am your Best Friend who has always been there for you when you were lost and you needed a way out. I was there. When you cried out into the night from agony, I was there. When you whispered under your breath for a sign to guide you in life, I was there. When you collapsed in despair from confusion and exhaustion, I was there. When you pleaded for help from psychic insanity, I was there. When you fell into darkness and needed a light, I was there. When you forgot that I ever existed, I was there. When you needed strength, I gave it to you. When you needed rest, I gave it to you. When you were thirsty, I quenched your thirst. When you were hungry, I fulfilled you. Whenever you have seeked Me out, I have been there to answer your call. Whenever you have forgotten about Me, I reminded you of Me again. I have always been there for you, My friend. I have always been there for you when you have needed Me and even when you have thought that you have not needed Me. I have always been there. I have been there then and I Am here now. For you see, My friend, I Am Present, always. I Am Present, already. I Am Present, forever. I always have been and always will be. For I Am here, Now. Eternal. For I Am the Eternal One. And I Am Free. I Am your Beloved God. Adonai, My Friend. You are loved beyond measure.


Adonai My Brothers and Sisters. For We are One and the same. Be with Us. Be with Me. Be with your Self. And you will know Infinity. We love you. Adonai.


Rest. Rest, tonight and be with Me. Be with Me, your Beloved. Be with the sweet and warm embrace of My Presence. For it is My Presence that is your comfort and your Home. I Am the deep comfortable bed of your sleeping mind. I Am the deep rest and rejuvenation of your Soul. I Am the Deep Rest, the Eternal Rest. For when you Sleep, you come back to Me. And in your sleep, you and I are One. We Love you. And We Bless you. Adonai My Brother, for there is no sin. There is only peace. Go. Be at peace. And be free. Adonai.




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